He's letting me in finally. Nothing he revealed was anything I didn't already know, but the point was he's letting me in. Recognizing the need to do that is half the battle, feeling confident in your partner to be receptive is the other half.
He conquered both yesterday. Tomorrow he may retreat, but yesterday he conquered a battle.
That's what counts.
It's going to be a tough road ahead of us, tougher than the entire last year was. I'm trying not to withdraw into a little shell in fear of being heartbroken, but unless something drastic changes in our living arrangements, I really don't see how this can survive. It's not enough for either one of us and how long can you pretend that it works until there's just nothing left but excuses for missed visits, less communication, and then finally resentment.
Now there is a chance, and that's the one I'm pulling for (notice the cheerleader get up) that we will make it through. Lord knows we're both trying, neither one of us want to give up this once in a lifetime special relationship that we both recognize for what it is.
Sometimes the writing is on the wall, the font may vary.
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